That will be the first

In order to know myself better(?), I decided to create another blog, which no one will be aware so far. This is going to be a diary for myself; one day I will get ready to share with Franckie. But the threshold is I will keep our relationship with him by then. I am a pessimist.

I have been living without Franck being around for two years. I was telling Chris this is a better way for our relationship; I need to train myself to be more independent. This is also why I started a new blog--creating a new method to keep me busy.

This is the picture taken in HK by Franckie. I picked it up as the first picture to this blog because this is "the pic " which is able to represent my lack of cofidence character the most.